hey world

i had dinner with cee and al(accidentally) today. ilove coffee and good conversations, altho cee melted with her tuna panini and the chair she wuz sitting on at bob's. hahaha, now i am learning to love gaisano city. for the first time i appreciated the rain and the comfort it brings. i wanted to be in her place. walk away and go back to cebu. wut would i give to be there? this freaking job. and my hands. jawk. ang lungkot. mas nalulungkot ako sa tigdalawang text. that is not even a conversation. haaaaay. talk to me. i am tired of listening to calls. gusto ko ng team, malaking team. team mates. magugulong team mates. gusto ng team thor minus some people. hahahaha. iam starting to feel jaded about being in this city. it has been treating me well pero feeling ko am sooo poor. ayoko maging dukha. mas bongga sa cebu. hahaha. imiss shobe and how bubbley her laughter is and when i am laughing parang totoo lahat. dito, parang nakasmile ka nga pero napipilitan ka. sinong pumilit sayong lumipat? WALA. kaya panindigan mo. i just realized that i've never stood up for something that i believed in, i walked away when i feel too lazy about going thru a situation. he once mentioned a Christian should never walk away. cuz a Christian stands up. how long can i make barog barog when it's pathetic and miserable here. sobrang unglam. iam glad cee's around. hahaha. si CM ang nanliligaw sakin. hindi yung isang ungas who thinks i owed him an explaination. booh. kung kukwentahin ang mga resibo, si CM ang panalo. hahaha. hugs shobe. ;) enuf said about the werewolf. naiinis ako sa mukha nya. and her talking. and her laughing laughing chenellin. soooo nakakapuke. tas na. my blog made the boy not sustain his interest daw towards her. parang wow. ako na naman. tama na. my agents would get 100 QA scores. galing. saya. ;0 am proud. hahaha. i've to freaking make monitors and not lag behind. Lord, i will not do this for a year. gawin mo nakong site lead. haaaaaa. davao site. hahaha or CC7. ako na muse. raenyberry. Nov 10, '06 7:03 AM