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When I had nothing more to lose, I was given everything. When I ceased to be who I am, I found myself. When I experienced humiliation and yet kept on walking, I understood that I was free to choose my destiny. Perhaps there's something wrong with me, I don't know, perhaps my marriage was a dream I couldn't understand while it lasted. All I know is that even though I can live without her, I would still like to see her again, to say what I never said when we were together, I love you more than I love myself. If I could say that, then I could go on living, at peace with myself, because that love has redeemed me.

P. Coelho

dear mike,

some times you still cross my mind..

rae