October 16, 2007

take captive every thought..

found the icon on a livejournal community called viridian icons. very pretty. very true. reminds me of a song from an old movie.. this little light of mine, i'm gonna make it shine..

yesterday's shift was extremely stressful.. i loathe the fact that i have to wait for end shift before going home. yes, am stuck in this tiny cubicle being big time idle.

we got to sleep at least 8 or 9 hours today.

i haven't been doing scripture time. i know. i've been neglecting Him or my relationship with Him, mostly becuz i thought that my heart perfectly sits on someone else's palms. but, i know, perfect love surely comes from Him who is LOVE.

i'm just glad that miko believes. both of us believed however, we are not closely working towards a relationship that is soley founded on Him.

tonight, whilst browsing thru my online devotional, i found this.. the refiner's fire.. i've been asking for patience and to be gentle in spirit and been asking that i don't hurt people with my words, and that i try not to be offended when people are out of tact or try not to get even or hold grudge.. and after praying for these, it's odd that i get what seemed to be the opposite of what i've been praying for.. however, it's true, that patience comes when you are subjected to situations/friends/co-workers/ who will test your temper, meekness comes when you have to bow your head low, admitting that there are times when you can't always hold it up high. yes, i've been indignant when i'm asked to be humble, to just keep quiet when i feel like i should be speaking up and should be hurling hurtful words, this way, i could feel better.. but, His grace has always been like a downpour of rain.. and never ceases to see me thru.

i still am a work in process.

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