delilahs

this has been the most trying of all workdays.. i am spent. keken might be diagnosed with autism. i hope not. i will go back to cebu if all my family goes home. how? i do not know. i just have soooo much delilahs in every aspect of my life right now.. how can God make me incapable of doing hard work and capable of just being lazy? davah? if i were hardworking, then the deliverables wouldn't be my waterloo.. naloloka na ako.. and i have time to blog. lol. i stayed up watching why why love. i try to follow the mandarin subtitles and how they say things. all i got are the following: haw cher- delicious swo i- so pu yong lah- no need/ no use i wish i can study mandarin again.. and pretend i don't have to deal with making money for my own keep cuz the parents are still looking out for me.. oh to be 5 again.. hayers.. or to be two and bossing everyone around.. sobrang nakakasad knowing i will be left in this godforsaken city with a new account which is fun but the people running it are nuts or had been screwed loose.. again, i am not asking to be recognized for what i am doing when i know i haven't done anything but whine.. anyway, i should quit watching chinese soaps.. nakakadepressed lang.. edits: happier cuz i have a new RL pony tote bag and 2 new skirts.. one is boho but kevs, other one is from a&f.. tha besht!!!! - these reports take so much time.. it took my whole day.. muntik ko na escreenshot ang im namin ni TL- am here for you if you need help.. of course, i replied with iloveyoutoo.. haha.. joke..