oh drats and all dut.

realized that yesterday i was freaking out because i do not have an agenda/ did not have a written plan mapped out and i was harrassed because i wasn't really keen on being the errand person for the new account.. kaso lang i asked for this job and prayed for it.. because i wanted to learn and i wanted to achieve something- a product, a know-how, and the experience.. God gave it to me and i lost sight of the main objective- that everything is actually for His glory.. and it wouldn't be for me.. my light would not shine by myself but because His light shines on me.. so every brush of another person's rashness, tactlessness, or rudeness shouldn't take a huge effect on me because i am a Christian- and if my body/heart doesn't really belong to me but to Christ any hurtful situation shouldn't really diminish my spirits.. it was crazy yesterday to put it bluntly. the launch, the agents not being able to log in, and people whom i have zero tolerance with are just there. then there's learning bernard's getting married, i wind up in a sobfest. bottomline, i am being selfish. i hate it when people leave. and everyone seems leaving altogether. anyway, dich decided to stay for some time and keken's going home! yey! did berlitz today.. i learned i got C1, second highest rating.. and i ended that call with IT WAS PLEASANT TALKING TO YOU.. hehehe.. :) more support people are in bacolod.. yey! we are launching tonight! and i've the best massage today.. :) and a leather cord necklace with aquamarine stone from nazelita cuchara..