colored flour

the heavenly fruit cupcake with lattice top the finished product simmer thy mushroom and tuna in milk ain't they pretty? my viet noodles

i cooked. it's an overkill of noodles and canned fish.with fungus.

the weekly reports kinda left me in a baffled slash frazzled, indignant state, i wanted to be someone who'd say I WORK HARD FOR THE MONEY yet, i am a lazy, insolent tush.. i remembered my philosophy teacher saying if we ever wondered where we draw strength after a day's work and admit that it could've come from a deity, a greater being, a God..

Yes, He is the strength of my heart, and He fills the lack that i have. ♥

i wanted someone to know/realise that THEM are called controlled substances because they are to be taken sparingly.. them blue pills.. them make me uncomfy and worried and exhausted with troubled thoughts..

each time am sad or feels bad about myself, i read mccourt. things can transition into always being BETTER..

*i totally think that am over everything that has got to do with september 11 last year and if there's someone wanting to join the bandwagon of gals trailing this person, hoping, that they too will BE like rabbits.. that's not gonna be me.. bow..(some ppl lacked originality..)