latency

today, the internet connection was intermittently experiencing latency, i, as well is experiencing latency with every possible aspect of my life. i am not going to start to complain, but, i honestly needed a revolution, a life make-over.. if not maybe i should just write about boy-craziness. boy-craziness and shallow, self-indulgent entries are feel better entries.

+squish! (image from kurt halsey LJ community)

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kite-u2

Something Is about to give I can feel it coming I think I know what it is

I'm not afraid to die I'm not afraid to live And when I'm flat on my back I hope to feel like I did

And hardness It sets in You need some protection The thinner the skin

I want you to know That you don't need me anymore I want you to know You don't need anyone Or anything at all

Who's to say where the wind will take you Who's to say what it is will break you I don't know Which way the wind will blow

Who's to know when the time has come around Don't want to see you cry I know that this is not goodbye

It's somewhere I can taste the salty sea There's a kite blowing out of control on the breeze I wonder what's gonna happen to you You wonder what has happened to me

I'm a man I'm not a child A man who sees The shadow behind your eyes

Who's to say where the wind will take you Who's to say what it is will break you I don't know Where the wind will blow

Who's to know when the time has come around I don't want to see you cry I know that this is not goodbye

Did I waste it Not so much I couldn't taste it Life should be fragrant Rooftop to the basement

The last of the rocks stars When hip-hop drove the big cars In the time when new media Was the big idea

That was the big idea