all in a day's work

yesterday was one of those days when i realized that all my fears were lies.. in fact i'm now grateful i got to teach in sucat even if that wasn't the best experience of my worker ant life.. i told my telco class that each time i train, i'm not the only person in the room who's actually imparting good stuff but,i'm also learning from them. that each class is a huge learning opportunity.. yes, i am emotive like dut during those last training days. and then i had this aha! moment yesterday when i started doing uptraining despite the fact i lacked 2 training weeks for processes. there's nothing to admitting that you do not know everything but, you can learn anything when you listen and when you ask questions. my concerns about being relocated to sucat for a week was going there. i only learned about mass transit when i was 16 and other than that it takes me time to get used to getting directions. that's why i've never really liked travel and i have this odd motion sickness going on in my systems. these reasons amongst other oa things like life insurance were real concerns for me and not plain exaggerations. then again, sucat week and uptraining in octagon had helped me deal with coping with situations that would call for street smarts and thinking on your toes and responding not reacting. bottomline, i learned that it's best to just do your best.. all things would work out because God is actually in the details. each time you don't know, when you seek His help and honestly tell Him Lord i'm going to mess this up later if you don't make me look smart enuf to answer questions that seemed fuzzy to me.. at the end of the day, when you do a self check, you would know that if you feel good about being accomplished, you would also know that it's not all about you or the people you work for or work with but, it's all for God's glory.. kaya, i resolve not to be oa, reactionista, and be a bit libakera nalang moving forward.. haha.. aja! am going home. keken can now say blue,red,green,and yellow.. things are looking up today.. i talked to paul who says if i need help i can IM him, talked to some other people for certain deliverables i am unsure of doing, and had lunch with sweet at mini stop.. and saw glennah and brought her apple and banana haha.. and boy crush will be in town.. haha.. masking super snub sha.. kevs.. ;p 1 corinthians 2 says something about wisdom from the Holy Sprit. this helped me tons with clearing out the grey clouds that followed me during this whole manila stay..