she's come undone

my whole system is shocked with all the deliverables now. i kinda found myself shaken with what i have to put up at work until tomorrow. i'm grateful i am sure to go home by saturday. yey! manila taught me certain stuff.. that some people are just epal. so if they want the spotlight they can have it whilst i can petix. kever. that i can find great kewl new friends anywhere.. i'll miss tzielo and glenah and kim.. :( glenah the most. i'll miss hotel living and butler services but, there's no place like being with the people you cared about. that people in sucat aren't better than bacolod as they wanna place it.. and they can have that thought hanging around their necks but then again, kevs.. that it's sayang that the deliverables took most of my attention when am supposed to give most of the attention to the trainees. that michael stipe of REM is right.. we should always try to learn something and not know everything.. that God gave me this trip even if i didn't really want it but, because He knew i'd need it to be keen on directions, to try patience and bend over..and shut up when i feel like telling some epal tae here that they're sooo epal tae.. and crossing the streets, riding the tp shuttle would make my heart stop- at least i feel braver.. 1 more night.. yey!.. and i have a bag full of fresh laundry.. kairi gets a hello kitty dress from gift gate.. haha.. i still love gift gate.. i held on to one verse from chronicles- which says go face them cuz i'm gonna help you.. :)