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if i could buy a bunch of potted tulips. where. where.where. the pouring wouldn't stop. i am your summer. never your rainy days. -- God be merciful to me on Thy grace, I rest my plea Plenteous in compassion Thou Blot out my transgressions now (jars of clay) -- today,at work, a realisation came that maybe doing the job well would not mean being too stringent. maybe encouragement and a pat on the back is much better than a word that's a bit reprimanding. maybe, i've to rephrase how i write things/say things. words should be nourishing to say the least.. & at times, i just like it when i am able to answer questions. that makes me feel at least useful.. -- & today all the ms applications on my workstation would not work. i was almost frustrated. almost frustrated with the rain too. -- "Right now I want a word that describes the feeling you get--a cold, sick feeling deep down inside--when you know something is happening that will change you, and you don't want it to, but you can't stop it. And you know, for the first time, for the very first time, that there will now be a before and an after, a was and a will be. And that you will never again be quite the same person you were." Jennifer Donnelly, A Northern Light