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amongst the sad things that has happened in the last 24 hours..

i have..

i hate it that i am so good at laughing my sadness off..

tomorrow, i will wallow..

I'd like to live with youIn a little town,With its eternal twilightsAnd eternal bells.And in a little village inn -The faint chimeOf ancient clocks - like droplets of time.And sometimes, in the evenings,from some garret -A flute,And the flautist in the window.And big tulips in the window sills.And maybe, you would even love me...

Marina Tsvetaeva

ps. i want that shoe.