February 13, 2010

love serves

whilst at the bookstore, books are staring at me with LOVE plastered all over them. ü and one is even entitled love is a verb. i tell myself- beautiful. right about now. ü

keken today at maxicare whilst waiting for his charge slip and we're off to see the doctor. the battle with ITP will take Keken and my sister a whole lot of patience and yes, LOVE.
we dated at jollibee sm thereafter- haha. and keken threw the hugest fits, i wanted to cry too, i lacked sleep and it's embarrassing cuz people were rudely staring at us while he was lying on the floor, wailing LOUDLY. oh to be three!
double celebration this year, the chinese new years fell on the 14th too. very nice.
i have been missing moon cakes and tikoy from years back.
the planned date with friends tomorrow might be cancelled. i'm awfully happy to stay in while the world turns madly on- dragon dancing amidst huge floating hearts are completely going to scare me.
PERSPECTIVE: i've safely removed the hardware now, software installation is still ongoing. it's ripping me apart and a bit crippling but, not as crippling as being too attached. i have always reminded myself not to enter the BIOS when i don't know how and yet i make the same mistake.
that's why i cannot wait to turn 28. total SYSTEM RESTORE. or better yet, i'm getting a new OS. lol.
[i'm sorry i cannot help it but, spending 4 hours staring blankly at your work- which means learning about Steve Job's Apple, and dissolving into tears is not my idea of BEING.]
i hope everyone enjoys God's love tomorrow. and being in love or loving someone or sometwo or threes. ü or flirting or being alone with a good book, or singing praises and love for Him with the congregation, or dating their parents, or feeding a street kid or the poor old lady as kachrine would put it. in whatever ways we can amplify love and dissipate hatred. yes, LOVE MUCH. and it's fine to expect much too. That's how this whole thing works. ü
i'm saying this to myself too.
Viva la vida, viva la amor!

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