after this weekend, i wouldn't know how to process my new reality. the magnitude of the changes might not be the same as the aftermaths of typhoon ketsana or of the earthquake in haiti but, i know i will have a hard time dealing with two things: 1. staying in bacolod w/out the nephew and the sister- although, i am clearly very happy to be doing what i do for a living. i'm happy with my gal pals, and most def, i wake up daily and walk to work- grateful that i feel blessed. i get that kick out of these plus the convenience of going to and fro work. 2. moving to cebu. the inconvenience of freight, packing, shipping, looking for a new apartment, getting the job that i hope, pray, wish to get and would love to get cuz it might be my next ticket to be away from the country for some time. the lack of savings or contingent fund stresses me and the bills to pay. loneliness is underrated. i would feel lonely without my siblings. kaya ko without gelo, pero without dichee and keken, i will die. thinking happy thoughts: hello mr. dinsay. (: i really should be packing you know. and should look forward to the weekend, pit senyor.
January 15, 2010
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