and everything is beautiful, nothing hurts.

day 2 super embarrassing situation- i honestly cannot act like i know a certain topic when factually i do not know it. i've always thought that for every class it's going to get better, then again, at times it just simply gets more embarrassing. - - i got my sss check. 13k for me. but, i am paying 15k for the rest of the year. letse. but, dear Lord, thank You big time.. - - i cannot seem to quit smoking.. and it's more dangerous cuz i smoke occassionally but, i smoke a whole lot when i do smoke.. - - i hate my contact lenses. by midday my eyes hurt. - - - mowgli is love. or mowgli is need. haha. i never thought anyone in this lifetime would tell me he needs me. it's sooo unlikely.. and i kinda feel like telling him, hello piolo is tat you? milan is it? - - "Everything was chocolate ice cream and kisses and wind." - "The Hanged Man" Francesca Lia Block. lately, it feels like that quote. (we might just go to dolous one of these days..)