run, pant, faint

i ran. and i think i have a bad ankle. so i just ran for a good hour and went home.i took kenji and dich along. fun time. i decided to run in forest park. they've all animals(monkeys, rabbits, snake, chinese chickens, name it..) and the terrain should be good for running daw cuz they're not all paved as dich wud put it. but, at times i get oc with stuff and thinks the place is unsafe- some guy mowing the lawn- wut if the blades suddenly jerks out and goes boomeranging to you, the workers, so many gardeners there you get conscious if you concentrate on running seriously, and well i'd want a trail that is not topsy turvy. and so i am running in the concrete jungle of the lagoon! and tomorrow, mowgli and i will go out. and the next day dich and i will go swimming. and am gonna have a class on tuesday afternoon. and my responsibilities for work hasn't changed yet. it's okay. God will still give me wut's due to me. and i know being an alalay is not it.

chris suggested that i take another SL cuz i looked sick(like in the head kinda sick) and yes, not oa-ly speaking i hyperventilated. so, i am going to talk to jeremy next week. am not going to ruin my vacation leave and rest days because of work issh. R&R mowna.

Sometimes you just had to face it. You had to march right into the ugly middle, Tibby told herself. Otherwise you ended up flat against the wall, creeping fearfully around the edge your whole life.

- The Second Summer of the Sisterhood by Ann Brashares.