all that waiting..

the rain and being monday and pmsing. all spelled dreary day.. i decided to just stay at home today and not have coffee with the girls.. i had keanu reeves to myself.. haha.. natapos ko din 2 old movies.. chain reaction today.. and constantine saturday night..also did some reading and doodling in between..

saturday afternoon dich and i decided to walk another block and buy isaw for dinner.. gosh, streetfood, wonderful! i was also afraid that i might run into someone again at the mall and would be compelled to say hello.. and it'll be uber uncomfortable.. cuz sunday, there's no electricity, afraid that we might starve at lunch time i took my troop to jollibee which made keken ecstatic.. and at sm, we saw several people who made the bacolod existence a whole lot weirder.. 4 days of sleep! i wish i had more.. been playing with kenji.. throwing balls and helping him with his bike.. the kid will grow up to be a heartbreaker.. sighs.. quiet time tells me that God actually sighed..(or it's Jesus who sighed..)// and it's kinda good to know that our God sighs for things that weren't meant to be however they happened because we choose to disobey// not stay with Him.. kapoy explain but, that's the point.. anyway, it's like our own sighing when things doesn't exactly work according to plan.. -- photo inset: kairi being arte.. I closed my eyes and let the music flow through me, cleansing my soul of fear and sin and reminding me that I am always better than i think and stronger than i believe.. -Down by the River Piedra, I Sat Down and Wept- Paulo Coelho