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am not sure what's sadder, mowgli being vague and paranoid or gelo learning mrt and asking me to text.. am sure i was happier last weekend though.. saturday night: made it to my small group.. met a few interesting new characters.. and great dinner- spaghetti and fried chicken and garlic sticks with strawberry jam and homemade brownies..and more talks about abs-cbn soaps than anything else in the world..and caught up with the eve of the 28th birthday celeb of cookie at pepe's and had margarita and an allergy attack after.. sunday: yeah, shopped with nazel in gaisano main on a 3k credit.. i brought home: 2 purses, gold and pink, a white dress, a pink gladiator, and bejewelled flats.. and went to church after coffee at bob's and fries and popcorn from taters courtesy of the birthday girl cookie! monday: had lunch at hongkong kitchen- my turn for the tab- we had king dao spare ribs and huge bola bola sio pao, and dutch at the movies, m and i saw bedtime stories.. was happy he left his car at home and we road the jeep.. :) bwahahahaha.. finally saw/met kato but did not see scully.. i acted surprised when he gave me the smiley everlast flower.. tons of hugging and holding hands.. it's so kindergarten, i wanna laugh.. we had bible study at the lagoon after.. haha.. my first training day.. i don't know wut to feel.. i just feel blessed.. i dreamt of grapes.. tons of grapes..God's not fair but He is just.. as mark told me.. and today He is awesome.. although today mark is a jerk.. i wanted to tell him he can be a jerk at times.. i just told him that i wish i can see him from afar and that he wouldn't see me and am no longer gonna hug or kiss him so things would be fair.. i mean why would he get to hug me tight and hold my hands and cover my eyes and smell my hair or pits and i can't? how fair is that? sighs. clicky for kairi photos.. too lazy to upload.. clicky clicky "Love doesn't happen in an instant. It creeps up on you and then it turns your life upside down. It colors your waking moments and fills your dreams. You begin to walk on air and see life in brilliant new shades. But it also brings with it a sweet agony, a delicious torture." Slumdog Millionaire