it was nice to have a choice..

i thought i should feel un-okay about doing I.D. work again, kaso i remembered my post yesterday about being left behind and doing inactive work and mark told me that whatever my hands find to do, i do it heartily for the Lord.. and i kinda felt pikon about this chaka tambok gal's comment about nazel's photo and again i am reminded to just shut up. cuz wut comes around goes around. :) i just realized how it's okay for me to go back to cebu if dich goes back.. and that worrying over gelo is not an unecessary worry now that vincent told me how he sees gelo now. and is also worried about him. i hope dich gets the recruitment assistant's job. she'll do great. and will be off the phones. 4th day. boring as boring is. i'm wishing for white linens and tons of wood cabinets with good drawers.. stayed up way too much last night and slept all day today.. i liked this schedule altho i have no life at all.. "Nothing was ever in tune. People just blindly grabbed at whatever there was: communism, health foods, zen, surfing, ballet, hypnotism, group encounters, orgies, biking, herbs, Catholicism, weight-lifting, travel, withdrawal, vegetarianism, India, painting, writing, sculpting, composing, conducting, backpacking, yoga, copulating, gambling, drinking, hanging around, frozen yogurt, Beethoven, Bach, Buddha, Christ, TM, H, carrot juice, suicide, handmade suits, jet travel, New York City, and then it all evaporated and fell apart. People had to find things to do while waiting to die. I guess it was nice to have a choice." "Women" by Charles Bukowski