once a broken people.

"It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting." - Paulo Coelho -amen. if there is no love in the world, we will make a new world, and we will give it walls, and we will furnish it with soft, red interiors, from the inside out, and give it a knocker that resonates like a diamond falling to a jeweller's feltso that we should never hear it. love me, because love doesn't exist, and I have tried everything that does. - johnathan safran foer -love is like down feathers. :) warm and fuzzy. only when it's yours.. :) “I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older, as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened.” Douglas Coupland; Life After God -when is it your turn? "sometimes it feels like our rituals sustain us but in truth they only restrain us." from quotes lj. - now i understand how they feel about Christmas. but they really have to talk to robert fulghum. they can change their minds. :) of today: pms day one rereading the great old book about being a woman after God's heart.. reposting gelo's old pics cuz i thought they were really nice looking forward to the us101 week.. altho i am half scared that i might have another panic attack.. paranoia until i realized that the goal for the soccer game to north pole is Christ. w/c is totally blocked because i never thought of it that way until tonight or knew about it but slipped me most of the time cuz i am dwelling in the village.. impatience. and wanting to snap. woooooooosah. new.old. dress from nazel. fixated on this girl crush by the day. haha. guilty obsession since trifina. mowgli. and how it will boil down to being fair one day. bookshop with dich and not getting any altho i spotted a million lil pieces and dr. suess and maya angelu amongst others. and must love dogs! [hearts..] teletech. letseng teletech. it's becoming a nagging temptation slash non temptation distraction. fresh fruit salad. forever. small group tomorrow! readings: galatians 5:22 - working not for material wealth and things that are fleeting but for lasting gifts. we should strive for those. proverbs 31:30 - the passing of beauty. how women should be beautiful. philippians 3:13 - breaking the cycles. turning a new leaf. okay. hello weekend.