what could've been us now..

----- Original Message ----- From: "raen gedorio" To: mykhel.ong@++++mail.com Subject: akon supposed love letter langga. haha. Date: Tue, 09 Oct 2007 17:23:05 +0000 dear gelo, am okay when we don't have money at times, specifically on weekends and we only have 500 pesopesoses and all we can do is impose a two day budget and cook rice and steam that beef luncheon meat and wut-have-we that's left on our kitchen sink, am okay with occassional movies, because am not exactly keen on movies- those that make me think, cuz i'm too tired of thinking at times, i'm okay when we have little, cuz at times, when you tell me that the only thing we can do for others is to pity them for the wee that they have, i am left grateful, i am okay with the little or no surprises that is totally you, i got used to that, i am okay with our terrible fights, cuz, at times, after those, it feels like summer time. we are all right.. and all cheery and have a sunnier view of what we are going to have.. i'm okay with the wishy-washy-ness that we commonly share. and how we would like to make decisions and come up with indecisions.. i am okay with saturday nights spent at home, cuz even if i wake up smelling funky and drooling in your arms, i know i will not be scared and need not reach for the night light.. i am okay with carrying a 6 litres jug of water, cuz i know you'd carry two of those at the same time, and think that we are luckier cuz water would not cost our lives every time we buy refills.. i know, i embarrass you every time i do a backstreet boys dance number when we are in groceries, and you would balk each time i do something silly in public.. i love how you lemme be and how you restrict me with some things- like how you pull me away from candy stores and how you tell me to get started with cardio.. nonetheless, you'd get me ice lollies and lemme have all the cakes i want.. i love how we are.. and i am cheesy.. belch! raen (fairy nga wala undies) over a year ago i was this in love with him. it's sad how people lose these things when you look at yourself in retrospect and see how truly in love you were with that person.